My life has been complicated at different times for different reasons... I've been young and only so mature... I've been scared and only so brave... I've been strong yet only as weak... I've been great yet only so good... my life has been a wonderful thing... blessings abound from my children... my boys may never know the wholeness of my hearts... yet my daughter knows it so differently... my husband knows my dedication much differently than the one who first held my hand... my parents knew all that I wanted to be even when I only reached so far... i am blessed by this day... and for those of you who took the time to read... you too have given me a gift... and i thank you...
It is hard waiting for the other shoe to drop... this can apply to so many areas of life... financial security... job security... health... children... family... all of these things are difficult enough in their own way... what is most difficult is waiting for another to twist the knife... we as human are such flawed creatures to begin with... with the three fingers that point back as we call out the failure of others... it is enough just to keep the eyes in the back of the head open wide to protect us from the inevitable... often we know that which is about to happen... yet there are times when we never see it coming... it is not always about doing what is right... it is more often about doing what is necessary that gets us into trouble... and there in lies the rub... we do what we feel to be right to make the wheel turn and others just can't bare the thought of not having control... whether gained or earned... and as the aftermath of what is left behind... the question remains......
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