Ispossiblyprofound

Boys and girls... i am days away from vacation... days away from sun... sand... a language that we'll for no better words than... i don't speak it nor do I understand... i can't figure out the money... the menu... the... you name it... i don't get it... and frankly... to a degree... i am ashamed... you see... i never learned a second language... not required... nor from interest... and this is a shame... this is a by product of where we have come as a society... and yet... on this day... i am again ashamed that... while we as a society... as a county expect those who enter our world be able to be understood... were i to travel much farther away... i should be able to at least understand even the smallest amount of language to say please and/or thank you... and kids... I'm only going to Mexico... were i to be journeying off to Germany... China... am I being unrealistic... my verbs and nouns are nonexistent in the language of many others... yet society says that those...

Mad crazy thoughts running through my head tonight... where to begin... first... Uber excited for my expected visitor tomorrow... man... just can't put it in to words... in this world that I live... this is now the one person who is able to enlighten all who ever wondered who I was before... to the me I am today... here would be your opportunity to have those questions answered... if you have ever moved from somewhere to where you are now... to have those who knew you best remember who you were... to have yesterday meet what is now today... there is no better word than to say... hum... or whoa... or wow... but now is your chance kids... those stories of awkward life we wish we could forget... yet smile at the most random remembrance... it is that picture of who you were... and the who you have now become... the day you remember being the most embarrassed... and the one that left you with the greatest joy... the moment of being seen and the one you felt forgotten... the moments that...

There is history written everyday... and each of us on our own is writing our history daily as we speak... what history we know of our past is not the history that we write for ourselves... ours is a history that has begun from our own inception of time... it is our ending as we make a beginning... and what is written by our own lives is a balance of the past and our present come together to color our pages with mystery... adventure... sadness... happiness... moments of regret... endless cacophony of laughter... sounds emanating from times of oneness with ourselves and hours of interaction with those who color our paths with different shades of history... yet all that is created by my days upon this earth may only be best lived to understand... that my history is my own... not what my children choose to live... yet hopefully some visions resemble all that has created me into the being that I am.. but pieces of my history... yet to be passed down on the generations to come... to know th...

What thoughts are ruminating within my head this Saturday night... i am looking forward to the pilgrimage to Mexico this year... we are 22 days and counting... but who is... our journey begins at our end this year... and our begin is with dinner in the sky... Web check suggested here... the view alone looks magnificent... dinner is the bonus... we are lifted to heights above the below where we will be served a meal of memories... taste will only be the moment from tongue to sensory in moments of rush... the enthusiasm of those also gathered yet lost in that moment to of excitement when you look round and again have realization of what surrounds... i believe as we are the later dinner service we will be treated to fire works of man made creation... surrounded by the creation of God's own hand... my mind sees the brilliance of the sunset... colors... blended with a brush stroke of striking grace... a gathering of participants will ensue after with music and bevies... who doesn't ...

Boys and girls... there is absolutely no escaping what is going on in our country... Facebook is exploding with rhetoric regarding our refugees... what is right or wrong with where we are going as a country... i do not care who or whom you did or didn't vote for... your party line or your religious beliefs... the truth is... we are lost... we are home less as a nation... our sons and daughters are fighting for freedoms that are often surpressed... we are killing our officer's to whom we have entrusted our safety... we see color as a dividing line... we have lost our faith what little or all that we have ever had... our children suffer from hunger... lack of appropriate education... debt that is imposed because of an idea that without a college education you will be nothing... an over run prison system across this nation... single family homes... fractured families either by divorce or by lack of responsibility... regardless of your beliefs of whom you choose to believe is the b...