I believe that... those who leave us are blessed until our time is realized, in a life with those who have brought joy to our lives lived... and those who have touched our lives in a way that can only be expressed by life lived... I would never presume that all of what I am you would have ever understood... but the days of life that I have lived have been filled with great joy... by either some word or deed that you shared at a present moment or perhaps a moment alone... but I realize the impact your touch had upon my existence... I pray that the examples that you laid out before and that which you presented as your life offered... I see what and all that you needed me to see... thank you those that I call family and those who as family only distant you became... may the days of what you know to be blessed refine your heart to love what should have been loved when once your chance would be...
It is hard waiting for the other shoe to drop... this can apply to so many areas of life... financial security... job security... health... children... family... all of these things are difficult enough in their own way... what is most difficult is waiting for another to twist the knife... we as human are such flawed creatures to begin with... with the three fingers that point back as we call out the failure of others... it is enough just to keep the eyes in the back of the head open wide to protect us from the inevitable... often we know that which is about to happen... yet there are times when we never see it coming... it is not always about doing what is right... it is more often about doing what is necessary that gets us into trouble... and there in lies the rub... we do what we feel to be right to make the wheel turn and others just can't bare the thought of not having control... whether gained or earned... and as the aftermath of what is left behind... the question remains......
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