Here we are... at the end of or quite possibly the beginning of... as for the end... well the day is an open book of possibilities for the end of a week... i am free today to use these hours that lie ahead in the fashion to which I choose... first thought was to bake... then other visions began to sprinkle my brain that would bring an overload of flavor experience to the senses... i have canvas waiting to be filled with colorful creations of the minds eye view... there is real work to be done that requires planning and preparation... and yet seeing this day as an ending also fills my head with calm reflection and a spirit of healing from a week of deadlines and time clocks... what this day will bring remains to be seen... may you find your ending filled with the beginning of all you choose to be and more importantly what you care to create...
As I reflect on the past weeks I am taken by the fact that my hopes and dreams… while still big and positive… have again been placed into a reality that is… adjusted. This business of cancer is a difficult one. Once you think you have seen it all, you see a different view of life… once again. Let me begin by saying that I have been fortunate from the start for the care given by Rocky Mountain Cancer Center, those who work within the walls, those whose care is from behind a desk, and those who are never directly involved in my care but are there nonetheless, leaves you with NO doubt of the care given. I began my new medication on January 1st. This was used as a land mark day for reference and it just made sense as I seem to have difficulty with the order of my days. My new reality requires that I take a hormone blocker daily knowing that it will require a 5 possibly 10 year commitment. Edit in… the results of my bone density scan provided additional details, some that I was n...
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