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Life is an interesting twist...your day is yours... mine is mine... your life outside of your world is different from the life I live outside of my own... where you begin and end your day is opposite of mine... your beings that make up your life away from me are yours and completely different from those in mine... your life is yours and mine is mine... until one of those lives intersect with the other... until the day you became part of what life was mine prior to who or what you were... now our lives intersect... this life you now see as your own was mine by emersion... the intersection is complete... your life had now become mine... yet this life has always been mine and you... this life has only become who and part of what you are... for years before I was a part... i made my way... i became all that was needed... i met with... i talked to... i nurtured... i tested... i lost ground... i gained... i pushed and I in stepped back... i became all of what was required... i became... yet my mind while doing sees who I became as much of what was then... until now... i will always be who I am... not in one place in my life have I decided to not be more or less of who I am... while you try to understand where i am
in relation to who I am... i question if you'll ever know... this part of you, you carry is heavier than one can bare... it is more than what it seems... as I say to you... today, our lives will never be the same... all that was... is no more... for you to understand... you may never... yet... my love for you will endure... i will travel to the ends... i will love and cherish... yet the list of rules is all that I can offer... for you my life will change again... in the path that you create for us... i give my heart to you now and forever... tomorrow our lives begin anew... and our love will endure and be faithful to the end... i love you... and will always to the end... you are the part of me that I didn't always know... but here I am... i love

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