I believe that... those who leave us are blessed until our time is realized, in a life with those who have brought joy to our lives lived... and those who have touched our lives in a way that can only be expressed by life lived... I would never presume that all of what I am you would have ever understood... but the days of life that I have lived have been filled with great joy... by either some word or deed that you shared at a present moment or perhaps a moment alone... but I realize the impact your touch had upon my existence... I pray that the examples that you laid out before and that which you presented as your life offered... I see what and all that you needed me to see... thank you those that I call family and those who as family only distant you became... may the days of what you know to be blessed refine your heart to love what should have been loved when once your chance would be...
As I reflect on the past weeks I am taken by the fact that my hopes and dreams… while still big and positive… have again been placed into a reality that is… adjusted. This business of cancer is a difficult one. Once you think you have seen it all, you see a different view of life… once again. Let me begin by saying that I have been fortunate from the start for the care given by Rocky Mountain Cancer Center, those who work within the walls, those whose care is from behind a desk, and those who are never directly involved in my care but are there nonetheless, leaves you with NO doubt of the care given. I began my new medication on January 1st. This was used as a land mark day for reference and it just made sense as I seem to have difficulty with the order of my days. My new reality requires that I take a hormone blocker daily knowing that it will require a 5 possibly 10 year commitment. Edit in… the results of my bone density scan provided additional details, some that I was n...
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