There is such a bigger life outside all that I presume to know... trial by fire... service of deed to show faithfulness... death because of demand... while all that goes on around may seem what is often misunderstood... one should never presume to understand without walking in those shoes... we pray why do innocent suffer... and yet those who grieve do so because of loss... others grieve because of the most awful nature of the act... yet there is a willingness to die on either side... because of faith in the program itself... we can pretend and just hope we are not annihilated... may God grant us each the courage for the coming day...
As I reflect on the past weeks I am taken by the fact that my hopes and dreams… while still big and positive… have again been placed into a reality that is… adjusted. This business of cancer is a difficult one. Once you think you have seen it all, you see a different view of life… once again. Let me begin by saying that I have been fortunate from the start for the care given by Rocky Mountain Cancer Center, those who work within the walls, those whose care is from behind a desk, and those who are never directly involved in my care but are there nonetheless, leaves you with NO doubt of the care given. I began my new medication on January 1st. This was used as a land mark day for reference and it just made sense as I seem to have difficulty with the order of my days. My new reality requires that I take a hormone blocker daily knowing that it will require a 5 possibly 10 year commitment. Edit in… the results of my bone density scan provided additional details, some that I was n...
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