Interesting how the turn of event can completely change ones perspective of life. Living within a world of change... of life taking shape... life taking chances... seeing others come to an ending... while others continue to move in forward progression... of endings... of beginnings... past remembered... tomorrow altered... today... only a breath... and the feeling of complete control of what looks to be... yet grasping for what is known... why are we the way we are... we question... we also imagine... visions of sugar plums... sweet images of quiet desire... what is exciting about the future and where we want to be led is only distanced by how far we choosen to move. Change is sometimes the beginning of an end... but maybe the ending is truly the beginning... yet to dream and see these pictures as reality... here is where we take the risk... of faith... trust... desire... courage... freedom... willingness... imagination... desire... hope... dreams... and all that the eye can see...
It is hard waiting for the other shoe to drop... this can apply to so many areas of life... financial security... job security... health... children... family... all of these things are difficult enough in their own way... what is most difficult is waiting for another to twist the knife... we as human are such flawed creatures to begin with... with the three fingers that point back as we call out the failure of others... it is enough just to keep the eyes in the back of the head open wide to protect us from the inevitable... often we know that which is about to happen... yet there are times when we never see it coming... it is not always about doing what is right... it is more often about doing what is necessary that gets us into trouble... and there in lies the rub... we do what we feel to be right to make the wheel turn and others just can't bare the thought of not having control... whether gained or earned... and as the aftermath of what is left behind... the question remains......
Today...
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