Mapping out life to feel different... the words are swimming in my head and tomorrow looks like a movie of all the things one hopes to feel... different... from a cautious optimism of what the world may be... we ask those we trust to judge us by what they see of us... but if that is their truth... how on earth do those who have a first impression... in their eyes... what is it that they see... we only dress one part of ourselves... the way we see ourselves may not be the best version of who we really are...
It is hard waiting for the other shoe to drop... this can apply to so many areas of life... financial security... job security... health... children... family... all of these things are difficult enough in their own way... what is most difficult is waiting for another to twist the knife... we as human are such flawed creatures to begin with... with the three fingers that point back as we call out the failure of others... it is enough just to keep the eyes in the back of the head open wide to protect us from the inevitable... often we know that which is about to happen... yet there are times when we never see it coming... it is not always about doing what is right... it is more often about doing what is necessary that gets us into trouble... and there in lies the rub... we do what we feel to be right to make the wheel turn and others just can't bare the thought of not having control... whether gained or earned... and as the aftermath of what is left behind... the question remains......
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