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What thoughts are ruminating within my head this Saturday night... i am looking forward to the pilgrimage to Mexico this year... we are 22 days and counting... but who is... our journey begins at our end this year... and our begin is with dinner in the sky... Web check suggested here... the view alone looks magnificent... dinner is the bonus... we are lifted to heights above the below where we will be served a meal of memories... taste will only be the moment from tongue to sensory in moments of rush... the enthusiasm of those also gathered yet lost in that moment to of excitement when you look round and again have realization of what surrounds... i believe as we are the later dinner service we will be treated to fire works of man made creation... surrounded by the creation of God's own hand... my mind sees the brilliance of the sunset... colors... blended with a brush stroke of striking grace... a gathering of participants will ensue after with music and bevies... who doesn't love that... well... i must confess the music of culture is not of my first choice... i really don't care for reggae... i am quite particular in my ear of choice... my desire for listening is often centered around classic rock and the years are choice at best... yet I have my channels on Pandora which allow one to seek and enjoy... and i do... by my choice and such is the heart that sings... we are off to our rendezvous of our beach hut for our remaining day... day of which in my own view of life will be spent on drinking in the aromas... the character... the sounds... the air... i have always... well long desired to live in an environment of warmth... and this would be my dream life... what joy I find in this place... last year was my first visit... i am by no means seasoned but I am looking forward to this trip for several different reasons... several of which are those thoughts in my head that feed my desire to live in a moment... to lay aside all of which cause me to be the person that I may and not the person that my mind wants to see me to be... this trip is the beginning of the next season of life... what I have learned about myself in the last year and the creative processes that have begun to flow thru me... have definitely given rise to a strength inside me that wishes to experience life....

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