I can not count the number of days that I have worked to be a person that I knew myself to be, saw myself as, know was seen as being all that I shown myself to be, and still I worked the game and played a by the rules that were at the time, the rules to live by. Then why as time passes before my eyes I trust the purpose and question the motive. What a reflection I see. Today I see the me from eyes wide open, from two perspectives, one is see to be true and one that is true to be seen.... ah...
As I reflect on the past weeks I am taken by the fact that my hopes and dreams… while still big and positive… have again been placed into a reality that is… adjusted. This business of cancer is a difficult one. Once you think you have seen it all, you see a different view of life… once again. Let me begin by saying that I have been fortunate from the start for the care given by Rocky Mountain Cancer Center, those who work within the walls, those whose care is from behind a desk, and those who are never directly involved in my care but are there nonetheless, leaves you with NO doubt of the care given. I began my new medication on January 1st. This was used as a land mark day for reference and it just made sense as I seem to have difficulty with the order of my days. My new reality requires that I take a hormone blocker daily knowing that it will require a 5 possibly 10 year commitment. Edit in… the results of my bone density scan provided additional details, some that I was n...
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