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Well… as it goes…

Today I had my visit with the oncologist after the additional results were received. Ideally, my marker numbers should have been 26 or below. I am at 31. I will need chemotherapy that will last approximately 3 month with sessions every 3-4 weeks. Even the doctor seemed a bit deflated cause I think he also thought I would not have to have any chemo or perhaps this is just the way I see things. Regardless,  I begin again a new waiting process as we prepare. I have my education appointment next week with oncology to prepare me for what is to come. I am awaiting now to be scheduled with my surgeon to have a port placed and to assure that all the fluids have absorbed. 

Not necessarily the results I/we we hoping but as with everything to date, I have felt prepared mentally for all outcomes. God is good and I am too!! Thanks everyone for your continued thoughts and prayers. They are appreciated and sincerely felt and received!

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