It is visions of our past that create the being we are today... it is any wonder then... when we reflect on different aspects of our lives... is the melancholy from regret of word... spoken and unspoken... action... done or left undone... dream... seen or unseen... gift... given or unused... resolution... resolved or never achieved... moment... lived or left untouched... will there ever be a time when we stand back and measure our days not by what has been undone and regret... but what was created out of the broken pieces... when our eyes are in constant hindsight... our path for tomorrow is forever mired in scene of what was... what could have been... what will never be... the window of vision into the unseen has remarkable color should one choose to use a wide eyed approach...
As I reflect on the past weeks I am taken by the fact that my hopes and dreams… while still big and positive… have again been placed into a reality that is… adjusted. This business of cancer is a difficult one. Once you think you have seen it all, you see a different view of life… once again. Let me begin by saying that I have been fortunate from the start for the care given by Rocky Mountain Cancer Center, those who work within the walls, those whose care is from behind a desk, and those who are never directly involved in my care but are there nonetheless, leaves you with NO doubt of the care given. I began my new medication on January 1st. This was used as a land mark day for reference and it just made sense as I seem to have difficulty with the order of my days. My new reality requires that I take a hormone blocker daily knowing that it will require a 5 possibly 10 year commitment. Edit in… the results of my bone density scan provided additional details, some that I was n...
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