Okay boys and girls... the choice has been made... you have spoken... you have had your moment of negativity or pride... you have ended this day with either sadness or elation... you have practiced the cherished right of freedom laid before you by the choice of those who laid down their lives for you... you have either acted with respect or regret... this is a day of healing or wounding... i choose to be a healer... to move forward... lay aside your words of negativity and praise... we need to get back to love... love for the lost... sad... lonely... homeless... veterans... sick... sore... outcast... unloved... it is also our work to build this country into greatness... not just the one who is sitting in the big chair... there is one winner and one loser... you are all in the field to participate... how you choose to play the game is about you not anyone else... so how will you impress the future with your behavior... will you be a preacher of opinion that cause derision... or will your choice be to bring positive result... will you still stand in your disbelief with jaw dropped and sorrow for your country and what you say is the future... will you with your word and action stand as though you blame others for what you think so a failure... or call it in the name of your children or the future... someone i respect very highly said to me these past days... this world is not going to hell in a hand basket as so many of us use as excuse... we are not with respect to the world situation of only the past in 6 decades... worse off than those of the past generations as our fathers saw of their same fear... if not the more... i lay my head down again this day with praise in my heart and trust in a power that is greater than all the evil of this and days of past... i still choose love... as the greatest of all I know is to love... this i choose...
As I reflect on the past weeks I am taken by the fact that my hopes and dreams… while still big and positive… have again been placed into a reality that is… adjusted. This business of cancer is a difficult one. Once you think you have seen it all, you see a different view of life… once again. Let me begin by saying that I have been fortunate from the start for the care given by Rocky Mountain Cancer Center, those who work within the walls, those whose care is from behind a desk, and those who are never directly involved in my care but are there nonetheless, leaves you with NO doubt of the care given. I began my new medication on January 1st. This was used as a land mark day for reference and it just made sense as I seem to have difficulty with the order of my days. My new reality requires that I take a hormone blocker daily knowing that it will require a 5 possibly 10 year commitment. Edit in… the results of my bone density scan provided additional details, some that I was n...
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