When was the last time you really thought or even truly considered... i want to be when I grow up... did you see you being just where you are on this day in your age... doing this job that you do as this day comes to an end... is it all that you had ever dreamed... exciting as you ever imagined... are you reaching the heights your parents had eyed as your success... has your wildest dreams become a reality... is your bank balance at the dollar sign that will out last your old age... can you say without a shadow of a doubt... you are happy... your life is true joy... work is a dream... those 40 hours of your week are those not filled with dread... but truly fulfilling... is it what you want to be when you grow up... I think I'd like to be... well I know where I see myself... I think I know what I am good at... I know what brings me joy... yet... education is only that of a life of experience created by first hand knowledge... and if not that... I'd be happy just to paint...
As I reflect on the past weeks I am taken by the fact that my hopes and dreams… while still big and positive… have again been placed into a reality that is… adjusted. This business of cancer is a difficult one. Once you think you have seen it all, you see a different view of life… once again. Let me begin by saying that I have been fortunate from the start for the care given by Rocky Mountain Cancer Center, those who work within the walls, those whose care is from behind a desk, and those who are never directly involved in my care but are there nonetheless, leaves you with NO doubt of the care given. I began my new medication on January 1st. This was used as a land mark day for reference and it just made sense as I seem to have difficulty with the order of my days. My new reality requires that I take a hormone blocker daily knowing that it will require a 5 possibly 10 year commitment. Edit in… the results of my bone density scan provided additional details, some that I was n...
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