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to forget your place in the lives of others may be more of a lesson in forgiveness than loss.  we so often spend needless time and worry on being accepted and loved by others.  we worry over the fact that others are not behaving toward us in a manner that we wish... possibly from fear of not being liked... accepted... understood... cherished... or even as simple as just being a friend... yet when we are not being responded to in the way we want... we allow that feeling of unworthiness to over take the mind... our hearts can not afford to not be liked... understood... accepted... and again we let them... those who are causing us to feel as though we are not loved... to take all of our power... our energy... our place in time when we should be loving ourselves because we are enough... should you choose not to see me... love me... accept me... appreciate me... or just be beside me because of friendship... then my time with you may be limited... as I do not have the strength to carry you as my burden... you are your own... i choose to strengthen myself using my own energy to carry on... without you... go in peace my friend... i wish for you a life filled with no regret...

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