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I have spent the past months working to make a dream a reality... i had only... from the beginning of this dream... set my heart in the place of giving... of sharing... of loving... for the sake of a call... and hoping to find a great love in return... i have seen this dream become a reality... and it was grace that made that dream a reality... the graceful love of a few... that trusted my ability... that knew my heart... that put faith in me... to fulfill a dream... my heart is more blessed by these others than even my own desires have imagined... a dream that started with a conversation with my husband and a passion for others... and by a genuine faith in me... to what became a common goal... i have so many to thank for the blessings upon my life... as this season begins to take hold of our lives... the business of shopping... of search for the perfect gift... of choosing colorful papers... baking and cooking... of traveling from home... to celebrations with family and friends... there is one theme and message I wish to share with you... a message from the heart of my friend... whom I was blessed to introduce to a sanctuary filled with friends and strangers... words of love... "come on in... no need to knock upon my door... come on in... i know what you came here for... come on in... all I have is your to give you... and though you know I stand unqualified... come on in"... may your vision be filled with a candle burning in a window... drawing you closer... to trust the spirit of the season... to find rest in the arms of the one who came to give you life... on this silent night... may the peace that passes all our understanding... keep your hearts and minds... and may you find the true spirit of the season of Christmas... Merry Christmas to you, boy and girls... Brothers and sisters...

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