We watch life from each of our own vantage point... we look through a glass with vision of color... shape... attitude... personality... love... trust... doubt... regret... such is life... what my day to day... is... is not always what you are privileged to see... i listen with ears to hear... eyes to see... your life i digest... i take comfort in knowing that you... you see and hear the words I am... the time I give you... the moments you need to be vulnerable... to lay down your shield and allow your heart to pour of itself... it's grief... worry... concern... fear... again... life... pray the moments you are in need... such that you share are the feelings you feel to be warm... understood... comforted... appreciated... heard... and believed... that is the one I hope you see within the life that is found in me... God bless you boys and girls...
As I reflect on the past weeks I am taken by the fact that my hopes and dreams… while still big and positive… have again been placed into a reality that is… adjusted. This business of cancer is a difficult one. Once you think you have seen it all, you see a different view of life… once again. Let me begin by saying that I have been fortunate from the start for the care given by Rocky Mountain Cancer Center, those who work within the walls, those whose care is from behind a desk, and those who are never directly involved in my care but are there nonetheless, leaves you with NO doubt of the care given. I began my new medication on January 1st. This was used as a land mark day for reference and it just made sense as I seem to have difficulty with the order of my days. My new reality requires that I take a hormone blocker daily knowing that it will require a 5 possibly 10 year commitment. Edit in… the results of my bone density scan provided additional details, some that I was n...
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